Author: Pineapples

So I have this problem. I was having sex with my boyfriend… and I mean we always have rough sex, but we don’t precisely have a keyword, when I say “No” or “Stop” that is enough and he stops, however this time I told him to slow down, because he was hurting me, he didn’t, and then I told him to stop. He didn’t. He actually did it more violently. He said “Now you’re fucked”. And now I feel this big guilt… Why? I feel it was my fault, and I’m extremely anxious, I don’t know how to calm down

submissivefeminist:

Straight up, this may be difficult to hear but this is the very definition of rape. I don’t care if you don’t have an official safeword (no and stop are always safewords unless stated otherwise), and I don’t care if you like rough sex. You said no and he deliberately violated your consent. He raped you.

You need to end this relationship when you safely can. You need to talk to someone who can help you deal with what happened. You feel guilty and anxious and those are normal reactions for a survivor of sexual assault. Someone you love violated you, and that can seriously fuck with you. Especially in cases where partners rape, we sometimes feel guilty because we love that person and don’t want to think they would hurt us in that way. This is normal, and there’s help for these feelings.

If you can leave him safely, please do. If you can see a therapist, please do. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You did nothing wrong, you understand me? He is in the wrong. He hurt you and it’s not okay but you can be safe and get help.

Here are some resources for you in the meantime:

Stay safe, anon. If you need more specific help, feel free to come off anon and tell me to keep the messages private and I will. You’re going to be okay, I promise.

xx SF

Fantasy Time

femsubdenial:

desperatelywaitingforjuly:

I want to be tied down and blind folded. Then, have a multiple people use me as a sex doll, doing anything they want with me but I won’t be allowed to cum. It would be as if I was given a drug that made me incredibly aroused and high but completely unable to cum. I would be used all night by these people but left desperate and wanting more. They would run their hands all over my body, teasing my clit and pinching my nipples. Occasionally they would dip a finger into my pussy as my moans are stifled by a ball gag or cock in my mouth. I’d be dripping wet and my pussy clenching, desperate for release but unable to go over the edge. Eventually they would grow tired and leave me tied up with a vibrator against my clit buzzing away all night until the drug finally wore off. Then I would be forced to cum until I’m broken down, accepting my place at their feet. Finally I would open my mouth and take the drug again, starting the cycle over. 

Yum!

masterandminnie:

“Let’s give it a trial run before we go, shall we?” Master said to me.

Master had promised we could go shopping and have lunch out as a reward for my good behaviour recently… and I couldn’t wait. What he forgot to mention was there was a slight catch for me, and an added bonus for him. As part of my reward he decided to surprise me with a new toy, a remote control vibrator. Handing me the vibrator and showing me the small remote he held, he instructed me to go make use of my new toy before we left for shopping. Immediately obeying, I ran upstairs to try it out, and heard him follow me soon after. As he entered the room, I saw him press something, and straight away felt the effect, just as he intended. I didn’t know if he planned to tease and torment me all day, edging me over and over, or planned to make me orgasm again and again until I begged for mercy, or maybe he just wanted to see what would happen as I tried to keep my composure, tried to keep my secret, cumming in front of strangers while I lined up at the cash register or ordered food… all I knew was it was going to be a very long day, I knew I was excited, and as always, I knew my fate rested in my Master’s hands – just as I like it…

Minnie x

shenevercums:

“You know your cunt must be as clean as possible for me to edge you with my tongue, so you’ll have to stay like this for a while until I’m convinced it’s clean enough for me to lick it. Yes, I know it’s hard to hold back from cumming after 3 weeks of denial, but that’s why I’m not allowing you to use your hands. Since it’s gonna be a while until you’re ready and I can’t trust that you won’t cum and/or touch your pussy, I’m gonna leave the camera running until I come back and we’re gonna watch the video together afterwards while I give you the 50 edges I promised you for the night. If I see you came/ touched or even moved away from the faucet during your clean-up, I won’t let you cum for 2 months. See you in an hour or two, dear. And remember, no touching, no moving, no cumming.”